Keep moving forward

It’s a lot harder than I thought to let these things ago. I’m not going to lie i’ve been having a hard time accepting that it’s over, who wouldn’t those 3 years down the drain. Many of my friends tell me have no hope but a couple give that small hope that there’s a chance of us happening but why would I wait for something that has no guarantee of anything. It would just make me look stupid on me for waiting for someone who already told those “feelings aren’t coming back” day by day it tends to hurt a little less and then I’m okay, but then every once a while I miss you and just want to run back into your arms. Then I snap back into reality and realize you don’t me and I don’t need you.
It’s time for me to move on not by finding anyone new but just letting go of all my feelings for you with a smile because i’ve gotten past the idea of crying when something hurts. Thanks for teaching me at least that, although I’m still trying to work on it. Don’t get me wrong though even  with all the bullshit that happened between us I’m still glad we met because you made stronger and experience something new.